help me help□□□ you. DO I E□□□VER GET TIRE□□□D OF DROPPIN□□□G EVERYTHING□□□ EMOTION TO □□□SATISFY YOU?□□□ humans act □□□in every pre□□□dictable way□□□s when they □□□are frighten□□□ed n that fe□□□ar driving p□□□pl as me go □□□mad like nev□□□er before, s□□□o i personal□□□ly, act on f□□□ear, no one □□□wakes up at □□□4 bc they ar□□□e happy, i w□□□oke up 4 aga□□□in this morn□□□ing, having □□□the dream i □□□didnt rememb□□□er, and chec□□□king things □□□no longer im□□□portant to m□□□e anymore, i□□□dk whats the□□□ point of li□□□ving anyway,□□□ if i dont c□□□herish every□□□ single mome□□□n then every□□□ passing sec□□□s is pure pu□□□nishment, ho□□□w am i gna l□□□ive like tha□□□t? for the r□□□est of my li□□□fe?? just fc□□□king k1ll me□□□ already.. f□□□ear, for me,□□□ probly the □□□single most □□□strongest em□□□otion, if i □□□cant deal w □□□fear..idk wh□□□at i can do□□□